WORK IT

not having work really really rocks! hahahaha. but then again, its only temporary. ohwell.

anyway, just came back from genting a few hours back and it was really awesome. (i am still praying for diarrhoea). shall talk about it another time cos i've gotta pack again.

am going to France in less that 24hrs!

hahahahahah! shiok.

I'M LEAVING ON A BUS/JETPLANE.

in 4hrs time, i'll be meeting some people and we'll be going off to GENTING!

i'm excited because i've not been there before. (hahahah!)

i'm excited because i'm gonna be left without any automated easycash (the parents).

i'm excited because we're riding the bus at night and accidents happen at night!

hahah!

i'm just excited lah.

and oh, i'm not done packing. damn!

LIGHTS GO OUT

think happy thoughts! think happy thoughts!

i know that one day, frustration and everything held inside will just kill me. like turbaboom!

hello bed, i've missed you since.

ONE-LANE TRAFFIC.

sometimes when you dont really give a shit, things tend to turn out better. but its tiring to suppress the concern. like omg, knife stabbing all.

anyway, it was only last night that i learnt that the cefiro is actually a VIP car. hahaha! i walked out to the big road only to see 2 motorbikes coming to a halt in front of me, followed by the very grand vehicle. its like as if the bloody king of vietnam is inside or sth! super funny.

but yet, damn shiok i tell you.

apparently these 2+1 formation the three vehicles are using have lasted ever since they travelled to changi airport and then back! just imagine the sight.

sia lah. awesome only.

haha okay goodnight!

PANTS ON FIRE

i dont believe it.

this season's SURVIVOR FIGI just make me wanna throw my tv on the floor. how can a man with a son just go back on his word and blatantly lie in front of the jury!

like before the challenge, he said his goal was to win the immunity for yau and honour his word. but then at council he just kept it for himself and cried! (i know its a tough decision all but if you're stupid enough to make the deal in the first place you must be macho enough to follow through!)

and then when the jury and even yau questioned his initial thoughts pertaining to the truck deal, he said it was just a game and yau was just his pawn!

TO THINK YAU EVEN TOLD HIM TO ENJOY THE TRUCK AND NOT FEEL BAD ABOUT THE BETRAYAL!

i love yau-man.

dreamz has some big balls to show himself as an asshole. global teevee network somemore. i pity the son because of his father. and now i know that even poor people who was once cursed without food and shelter will still be subjected equally to greed and excessively ruthless behaviour! i used to believe that people who went through such tough times are always better (character and moral-wise) than the rest who had to suffer nothing at all.

WAH PIANG EH! i was dead wrong.

so now i think earl should win and somehow compensate yauman. give him like 20% of his million or sth.

the asian man lost his truck and his ticket to a million dollars just like that. if i were him i would have died of an heart attack.

exciting sia the show. cant wait for the last epi.

the only tragic thing is that i'll be away and i doubt msia has good tv network.

DRATS!

ABSOLUTELY FABULOUS.

hello everyone, i cant wait for 30th june to come so that my contract will officially end and then i'll be as free as any damn bird.

i keep taking alot of leaves recently for super redundant stuff. some of which i sincerely regretted but then the world doesnt always allow the opportunity of a second chance does it?

reunited with some people whom i've not seen in ages. kind of fun lah.

anyway i realised that sometimes my opinion of certain people gets very rigid to the point whereby i block out all common sense even if it hits me right in my face. kind of tragic for me to realise it so late but then better late than never right.

to be totally honest, i'm kind of disappointed with the match today. i think coach rosli wasted his time with the team because obviously whatever he said/taught wasnt put into play (generally). i believe being good individually is awesome in street soccer but its an enormous flaw if all the good individuals cant play cohesively on the field. like wth lah. sometimes the view from an outsider should be more valued because the outsider sees the whole bloody game as it is.

but if the people just wanna dwell in their own opinions, then good luck.

rj deserved the win. blunt and brutal but certainly damn true.

ili, now i see why you feel the way you feel. hahaha!

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at about 6odd i met up with qw all to eat ban mian! haha. then the usual hangout at kovanmacs till late and stuff. its a different fun. 24th is coming soon. cant wait.

and tonight when i reached home, my nose was just dripping with blood. ha! like a freaking spoilt tap know! i thought it was just the average mucus until i see my whole tee shirt turn red.

exciting seh.

JUICEBOX.

i think i have not enough money. okay, scratch that. i have NO money. so many things to pay (not that i'm complaining) but my account is like so close to ZERO! even with that, i'm still refusing to dedicate my whole life to work and just squeeze the company of every single cent that they owe! haha.

i have no motivation and perseverence. hah.

terok lah kat.

so anyway, deal or no deal is a super good gameshow. its a super big risky decision for the contestants to make. all the mindgames and everything. awesome.

anyway, while my dad was driving along the road ytd, i peered into a pick-up truck travelling beside my road and guess who i saw sitting in the shelter-less back of the vehicle singing. its MR PORKBELLY AKA THE WILD BOAR from srjc!

yes wendy, its your husband/boyfriend.

HAHAHAHA.

CANDYMAN.

i've accomplished many things since the last time i've blogged.

- done the SATs.
- made new friends
- gotten sick
- went out
- rode pillon
- had fun
- drove
- made parents (really) angry
- stop talking to some people
- had a fight
- actually scolded someone "fuck" (hahahahah!)
- injured my back
- sleep for more than 15hrs.

sometimes i wish i can stop caring about things that really matter beyond the surface.

i wanna be superficial for now.

and no i'm not going through some bad spot and i'm not filled with angst and anger and all that negativity.

i just need to think happier thoughts.

sometimes, all we need to do is just believe.

THIRTY-TWO.

i took an impromptu half-day off work again today. my boss will fire me soon, i can feel it. remember, the blame is all yours (you all know who you are).

i went back to srjc for soccer. but we played bball first (and after). frankly speaking, i think the bball time was way more fun then soccer. zhong kicked me in the shin today - accidentally. to think she was the one who told me that shin pads are not necessary because the girls dont play that rough.

hahaha. i dont know why i trusted her.

and now i can only take comfort in knowing that the hideous mark is healing and will eventually go away.

oh, never go barefeet when you're playing bball or soccer. dont be stupid. the blisters and scars and the imprints of peoples' shoe on the poor, overrun feet is torture.

if visual proof is necessary, please come view my legs!

i should take up a less terok sport. i'm gonna consider gardening now.

goodnight .